As each day passes I devel deeper into my yogic practice. This path and practice has truly been the only thing constant and stable in my life. I know I can always come to my mat and it is there for me to collect myself, go deep within. I go to my meditation pillow to practice observing my thought, and the way I think. I walk each day with an awareness and attention to my breath. But I'm human and so often make mistakes, finding myself unaware.

Sometimes I wonder where this path is leading me. I am suppose coexist in the west or I am to go an immerse myself in an ashram or small developing country away from this superficial western society. Its not a question of escaping, it is a question of what is right for myself. I seek to my find peace, contenment and my ananda kosh, my bliss body. I was born in this Canadian western world, but I find all these trival issues or process eat me up, consuming my mind and affecting my body.
It is all a practicing, and I know I cannot control where the universe takes my life. All I can do is just observe where I am going. Release my doer ship, let go of the trying and accept what comes.

I find the hardest thing to do is to interact. I don't want to be egoic in the eastern sense (Seperating) but interacting with non yoga people is hard for me. My being is just so consume by it, and I am so grateful for it. But how do I learn to relate to people on a non superficial sense when they do not want to put the effort into understanding me and my practice.